complicated

oh great. i'm not getting in trouble anymore...i'm in trouble. so much trouble...
no, i'm not whinging about work. for now.
i don't know if i can confide in anyone...the one person i want to tell, is the one person i cannot tell! and it is so frustrating but i have to keep it all in.
i think they know. but they don't want to say it to me. i would deny it anyway...
and now i'm sure qi will know what i'm talking about...
how did things get so complicated?

and i saw him again. and a new observation. i got so excited, lsy said she was amused.