in my head

my thoughts are all jumbled at the moment. i feel all empty inside.
totally drained mentally, emotionally...can i handle everything??

JPoh asks the most interesting questions. sometimes i think she can really see deep into my heart and tries to make me realise/say out loud how i really feel.
i must say i was really disappointed, above all.
it's a horrible feeling, when you realise that you don't mean much at all to someone who means so much to you.

and i've got conscience warfare going on about someone....
something i shouldn't touch, something i shouldn't even be contemplating about!

these words....they're all just words....i'm trying not to read too much into them....