bittersweet

no major hiccups today, everything seems to be going smoothly.
i had lunch with the whole group, done all the must-do stuff, now moving on to extra stuff -.-
but i think im going crazy...i really need to keep myself busy.

a few minutes of happines = a few hours of agony
it's a good thing that i don't have too much work today.
will leave early, spend more time with myself...need to get used to it
i find myself staring blankly at my computer screen, trying to forget the words that stung, fighting back the tears that are welling up, wishing that sleep will come easily tonight...
i really don't want to think so much, don't want to read into what was said

how quickly the tides change....