why?

i'm still asking why... why do i think the most...ARGH things????
u know i have this sense of de ja vu, me going off to australia once again, taking a break from everything. oh God, please don't let it be a repeat of things gone by when i come back...

talking to my babes today really helped :) J&J hahas..

call for a 3rd round at DB also helped to cheer up my day and put hope into this bleak day.

felt so depressed and tired today. going home now to get some rest. and a few things to do as well...